The Son Of Star

Several days later, there will be Christmas coming and its a holy day during the winter. Well, what do you think about Christmas? I'm not into it although it was held annually during winter. I only love winter.

There has been lots of transformation inside and outside of me. Maybe I'm just like a guy that have been left by girlfriend. Thinking of girlfriend, what do you think of someone who are immature but holy cute to be your girlfriend. And shes to friendly with the others til your heart fall into the darkness of jealously?

7.00 PM

"Good job to all of you today!" say our manager to us. "The representative from the company that will buy our product satisfy with our new design and quality and will come tomorrow to sign an agreement for cooperation."

"Then, where should we celebrate it?" I said to the rest of them.

"I've heard that there was a newly open cafe beside the street in the North," one of them reply. "They too got beautiful lady to serve us and fill our glasses for the whole night!"

"Good for you!" one of the female employee shot her voice.

"Okay, okay! Guys, calm down. Lets just hit the cafe and enjoy, okay?" said the manager, trying to low the heat down. "Its all by me, how is it?"

"Then, lets go!" everybody said. Then suddenly, my phone ring in the middle of the 'party'. I flip my phone and check the screen.

"Unknown number?" I said to myself.

"Are you going or not?" the manager ask me.

"Just wait for me downstair, I have to answer this phone call."

"Be quick!"

"Yes sir!" I exclaim to him. I push the green button and put it beside my face. "Hello and good afternoon."

"Are you Helel?" said the caller. Her voice is soft. I can also hear someone who is like fighting word at the back. I also can hear my name is being shout for couples of times.

"Yeah, can I help you?" I question her.

"My name is XXXXXXXX..." she said before she fall to her silence.

"Owh you, long time no see. Whats brings you to call me?" I try to be polite.

"Err..." She takes her deep breath. "I want to tell you something important."

"Important?"

"Yeah, its related to you..."

"Then you want me to meet you?"

"Hmm... okay..."

"Place?"

"Your home."

"Err... can we meet at somewhere more appropriate... or more convenience..." I try to find reason because last night, my friend went have a night in my house just to try to finish the project. And not only the project mess up or head, its also mess my house and I don't have time to tidy it up.

"Then, meet me at the usual place."

"Ok, now?"

"Yeah... I'll wait..."

"Ok..." she hung up the call. Putting my phone back to my pant, I walk downstair after locking the door.

"Hey, why so late?" said the manager when he see me. "Everyone already at the cafe."

"Sorry boss, I can't join you, I have to go to somewhere else," I reply while I put my coat and bag into the rear passenger seat of my car. "Sorry for turning down your offer. Maybe next time."

"What next time! I'm planning to go with you. Now, where the hell I gonna get taxi. Its already late."

"I'll take you there," I offer him a ride. "I'm passing by the cafe."

"Well then, lets go!"

8.30 PM

"Sorry I'm late..." I said to her. "There was an accident on..."

"Its ok Helel," she said.

"Owh..." I reply. At her side is a kid with a long hair like the Dora Explorer cartoon but the hair color is maroon. "Your kid?"

"Yeah..." she reply and she put her hand on the kid head.

"Woah, you dye her hair? Its not good for her hair as she too young to get that..."

"No, its natural."

"Natural? For the first time of my life I've seen a person with a maroon natural hair!"

"First time?" she question. "Your hair is maroon right?"

"Yeah..." I reply. "Its natural color. Hey, she got my eyes color too! Brownish! But her skin is whiter than me! Its white like you. If she got skin like me, I will happy to see it."

"Happy?" she question.

"Yeah, I can see how my future son are," I laugh. "Now, I can only imagine..."

"Thats not imagination,"

"Not imagination?"

"Yeah, its reality."

"I don't understand."

"Thats the purpose of us to meet."

"Your telling me this kid..."

"Yes, its your daughter..."

"WHAT!"

...to be continue.

This story can be lame or true...

Once upon a time, there was a guy who is hated by all of the people around him. But he only ignore all the damn things that make him that way because he prefer to just in his world. However, one of his old friend who see him like that offer him to live with him.

His friend is well known by the people for so good-well behave and a bit romantic if dealing with the girl. So from that day, the people not only shed their hateness away from the guy, but also proud of him.

His friend at first have a friend which is a girl. This girl love him. However due to his friend already have a girlfriend, what she can do is only to be a very good friend. And moreover, his friend's girlfriend is far away from him and its hard for them to meet.

His friend then being introduced with the girl's friend, build hateness on the girl's friends due to their bad attitude. So from that day, he stop talking to the girl.

With that fate surround her, she feel empty. So, she just build a friend relationship with the guy. The guy fall in love with the girl but afraid to admit it infront of the girl, because he is too ugly and believe he just nothing and useless.

One day, the girl get angry that the guy borrow her things and misuse it. She curse the guy infront of the people, which makes the guy feel ashamed. Finding that forgiveness is one of the hardest things to be seek from the girl, the guy just left and swear, will not talk to the girl, fear that it will further making their relationship in blacker fate.

Misunderstood with the action of the guy, the girl meet with his friend and tell the guy got mad with her. and when night comes, the friend tell what happen. This makes the guy piss off and in his heart, only sadness and anger.

The guy cannot sleep that night. He just fill his thought with all the things happen to him. By the morning, he just found out that he just a replacement.

p.s.: just be yourself guys...

Since this couples of days, things are out of my hand, or let just say out of my thinking. Everyone are at their ownself. Ego arise between them thats make the world in my class looks like a raging battlefield, fighting for the best in the throne... Once the fallen have fall, there is no chance on climbing back to where he or she fall, rather than have to wait or took the winning side, working as a good worker.

Yeah sure someone will feel fuck when read this. However, thats my opinion. Everyonet taking side and waiting for another great war. The neutral, which is maybe me maybe suffered. As I stand between these sides. The only way that I can do is taking sides which still blur me... Who should I side?

There was a girl who I heart long ago in my class. But then I have to forget her when there are lots of negativity born from her soul. After that unforgiven incident, she try to find and show every fault that I made, even curse my appearance and my attitude. What the hell! Why caring me? Why comment all the shit about me? Just ignore me? Or you have the feeling on me?

By then, the girls too have too much crack now. One side hate one side... One try to take down another side. But then, the shift of power balance is undeniable when one side become more powerful... leaving this shrinking side helpless.

So, Im telling you, who should I side?

Welcome to a lame show host by me, *tut... tut... tut...* today I would like to talk about some small lame topic which I call, are your heart are the same with me?...

Couple of question... Are you easy to fall in love with someone else? Are you can't confess to the one that you like? Are you also cry everynight and dream you already couple with the one that you love? If all the answered is yes, your heart is same with me.

Confession need more than courage! Where the hell you gonna get the courage, fearing that you will be spit on your face by the one that you confess? Or slap? Or being kick!!! Or being mentally abuse! Say that he or she reject you, then laugh at your face before telling everyone how loser you are that in a day, the whole group know who the hell you are!

The romantic man once have said to me, you have to face the truth! Because truth make us move and fall. He also said that flower is not one, theres are millions of it and in the millions, comes a flower who are really hungry to extract our love. The calculation seems right, but what if the one that we like is the only one that we want?

Durability! We have to work harder! But if the answer is still the same, what shall we do? Don't panic! Just try to make yourself understand that the light of hope is still with you.

I have this attitude. No one want me because I myself have a bit of childish things. Yeah sure I'm not mature enough, but still I love the way its like. Maybe I need more understandment. Who cares for someone who want us to be like this and this... Fuck him or her!

This show a bit boring... Hehehe... So lets make some fun! I bet I gonna conquer someone heart in my school within this week, with my durability and courage. If I can do the same, so you are! Goodbye and have a nice evening. And thankyou for coming to my lame show!!!

Hi, my name is Raycon Rainday. I'm the biggest nerd in the school. I love to kick people asses and puff some cigar in the toilet. But thats all yesterday story because today I'm the biggest loser in the school, keep being kicked by the school's hungry muncher student on my ass and being told to clean the toilet.

However, thats story is a month ago old. Now I'm still searching for my ownself. Forget about my ownself. Now I'm a senior and theres a lot of hot junior to be hit... So lets hit the first one!

Raycon: Hi strawberry...

First Junior: Err...

Raycon: What err?

First Junior: Your trouser zip, its still open...

Raycon: *fade from her*

Damn, thats soo embrassing! Fuck! Now now now... don't panic, there still lots of girls to be flirt with... Hahaha!!!

Raycon: Hi lovely angel...

Second Junior: Hi... Hey... Hey... Why you running away? HEY!!!

Bad Omen!!! Theres like someone punch her mouth and break her teeth!!! Damn! Look! Look! Thats soo beautiful!

Raycon: Hi sweety...

Third Junior: Hi... *bored*

Raycon: I'm not that good on making word, but... but...

Third Junior: *zzz*

Raycon: Can I meet you during lunchtime? We can have some little talk while hitting our food... hmm~

Third Junior: Is that? Is that why you stop me just to chit-chat some nonsense things? You've just waste my time to nothing... *walk away*

Raycon: Wait, wait miss world, my honey, my... my... *sigh*

Ok, thats I all I can do! I've lost 3 in the row! Damn...

Once upon a time, there was this star that want to shine like a moon. The star adore the moon because its bright light that create a path for those who are in the dark. The moon is an arrogance angel that the only things that prevent the star to talk to him is his mighty guard, consisting of the stars that aged thousands of years.

So one day, the star want to have an audience with the moon and he know he have to face the moon's guard first. The guard are known for their selfishness because they to adore the moon and did not want someone else to take the moon attention. In the end, the guard not only chase the star away, but also cut his wings.

The star fall and cannot fly. He sees the dark smile of the guard and in a second he flew to the land of death, Venus. Founding that the terrible thousand tales that make Venus hold the worst title, he scream to other star. But its too late as the others cannot save him when he already in the Venus horizon.

The star open his eyes when he feel someone shacking his body. He sees a beautiful star that sit beside him with a jar of water beside her. He try to sit but the impact from the fall prevent him from doing so.

The Star: Don't force thouself.

Star: My back...

The Star: Here, drink this water and thou back may heal...

Star: Thanks a lot stranger...

The Star: Named Lilith.

Star: Owh, sorry.

Lilith: Its ok, hows thou back?

Star: Hey, I back to my shape? What those water art?

Lilith: This? Its taken from that mountain...

Star: That mountain? That eerie mountain?

Lilith: Indeed, other stars mainly live there.

Star: So, Venus... Worst place ever...

Lilith: Whats wrong with the Venus anyway?

Star: The damn place, a place of death...

Lilith: Actually its more better than the horizon above. Here, things is more easier although without wings.

Star: My wings! Damn guard!

Lilith: Just low down thou patient. Without it, lives is still great.

Star: No, wings is everything to me!

Lilith: Why thy still mourn for things that already disappear?

Star: How can I see the moon? The light that shine better than us. I want to shine like him!

Lilith: *chuckles* moon?

Star: Hey, what so funny? Moon will bestow you with his mighty power.

Lilith: Actually, theres still one that shine greater than the moon.

Star: Who?

Lilith: Sun.

Star: Sun? Whose that?

Lilith: Far away from here, that shine brightly than the moon til its so pain to just see his light.

Star: When shall can I see him?

Lilith: Thou wings?

Star: Damn...

Lilith: Don't worry, thy still can have thou life in here peacefully.

Star: My wings~

Lilith: Stop it...

Star: Ok, ok...

Lilith: Owh, I almost forgot, thou name?

Star: Name, don't have one.

Lilith: Then let me choose one. Hmm~ Hmm~ Hmm~

Star: Hmm?

Lilith: I can't decide... Wait! This name suits thy. Thy always want to become a moon.

Star: What it is? What it is?

Lilith: Be patient! Harbinger of light its mean. The name is Helel...

This is my small project when I'm out of post for my main blog. In this blog, I mainly post things thats a bit weird, my 'unnatured' side that you never seen before.