I'm just a replacement...

Sunday, November 29, 2009 at 8:46 AM
This story can be lame or true...

Once upon a time, there was a guy who is hated by all of the people around him. But he only ignore all the damn things that make him that way because he prefer to just in his world. However, one of his old friend who see him like that offer him to live with him.

His friend is well known by the people for so good-well behave and a bit romantic if dealing with the girl. So from that day, the people not only shed their hateness away from the guy, but also proud of him.

His friend at first have a friend which is a girl. This girl love him. However due to his friend already have a girlfriend, what she can do is only to be a very good friend. And moreover, his friend's girlfriend is far away from him and its hard for them to meet.

His friend then being introduced with the girl's friend, build hateness on the girl's friends due to their bad attitude. So from that day, he stop talking to the girl.

With that fate surround her, she feel empty. So, she just build a friend relationship with the guy. The guy fall in love with the girl but afraid to admit it infront of the girl, because he is too ugly and believe he just nothing and useless.

One day, the girl get angry that the guy borrow her things and misuse it. She curse the guy infront of the people, which makes the guy feel ashamed. Finding that forgiveness is one of the hardest things to be seek from the girl, the guy just left and swear, will not talk to the girl, fear that it will further making their relationship in blacker fate.

Misunderstood with the action of the guy, the girl meet with his friend and tell the guy got mad with her. and when night comes, the friend tell what happen. This makes the guy piss off and in his heart, only sadness and anger.

The guy cannot sleep that night. He just fill his thought with all the things happen to him. By the morning, he just found out that he just a replacement.

p.s.: just be yourself guys...

I'm sure the rain paint my face sad...

Monday, November 16, 2009 at 6:13 PM
Since this couples of days, things are out of my hand, or let just say out of my thinking. Everyone are at their ownself. Ego arise between them thats make the world in my class looks like a raging battlefield, fighting for the best in the throne... Once the fallen have fall, there is no chance on climbing back to where he or she fall, rather than have to wait or took the winning side, working as a good worker.

Yeah sure someone will feel fuck when read this. However, thats my opinion. Everyonet taking side and waiting for another great war. The neutral, which is maybe me maybe suffered. As I stand between these sides. The only way that I can do is taking sides which still blur me... Who should I side?

There was a girl who I heart long ago in my class. But then I have to forget her when there are lots of negativity born from her soul. After that unforgiven incident, she try to find and show every fault that I made, even curse my appearance and my attitude. What the hell! Why caring me? Why comment all the shit about me? Just ignore me? Or you have the feeling on me?

By then, the girls too have too much crack now. One side hate one side... One try to take down another side. But then, the shift of power balance is undeniable when one side become more powerful... leaving this shrinking side helpless.

So, Im telling you, who should I side?

My Artery Fall Apart

Thursday, November 5, 2009 at 3:50 AM
Welcome to a lame show host by me, *tut... tut... tut...* today I would like to talk about some small lame topic which I call, are your heart are the same with me?...

Couple of question... Are you easy to fall in love with someone else? Are you can't confess to the one that you like? Are you also cry everynight and dream you already couple with the one that you love? If all the answered is yes, your heart is same with me.

Confession need more than courage! Where the hell you gonna get the courage, fearing that you will be spit on your face by the one that you confess? Or slap? Or being kick!!! Or being mentally abuse! Say that he or she reject you, then laugh at your face before telling everyone how loser you are that in a day, the whole group know who the hell you are!

The romantic man once have said to me, you have to face the truth! Because truth make us move and fall. He also said that flower is not one, theres are millions of it and in the millions, comes a flower who are really hungry to extract our love. The calculation seems right, but what if the one that we like is the only one that we want?

Durability! We have to work harder! But if the answer is still the same, what shall we do? Don't panic! Just try to make yourself understand that the light of hope is still with you.

I have this attitude. No one want me because I myself have a bit of childish things. Yeah sure I'm not mature enough, but still I love the way its like. Maybe I need more understandment. Who cares for someone who want us to be like this and this... Fuck him or her!

This show a bit boring... Hehehe... So lets make some fun! I bet I gonna conquer someone heart in my school within this week, with my durability and courage. If I can do the same, so you are! Goodbye and have a nice evening. And thankyou for coming to my lame show!!!

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