last night was soo hectic. My brother come back from somewhere but nowhere the hell he drunk. He just wandering left to right into his room before the lamp switch off. My father went mad at his attitude and behaviour that did not reflect my family name. He just shout at him back but the swing from the beast of my father hand send him to the corner. My mun who was crying cannot do anything but only see the tragedy infront of her. I dont know what is happening to him.
I try to close my eyes but then I realised, what just happened right infront of me is a permanent memory. I try to forget it but then my vision blackened. My body feel so weak and flying across the dark horizon. I try to wave my hand as to touch anything to hold on but then in a flash, im in an empty room. At the middle of it, 2 chairs and 1 table stood still. There are door at the end of the room infront of me and its swing open.
"are you february?" a soft voice come out from the empty space of the open door. I stand up and watch directly to the door in fear.
"where am i?" i said while my tear start to roll due to the atmosphere of the room.
"are you february?" that soft voice is asking again. I cant reply to the question in haste because of my state that more than afraid. "dont be afraid my dear," the soft voice said it again while the door are now fully open. There at the door, a girl stand with her white gown. But the girl, i know her!
"i have seen you, somewhere," i said. She smiles. "who are you?"
"who are you?" she reply.
"yes, who are you!" i scream to her. "and where the hell are we!"
"im your brother fiancee, april. Then are you february?" she said slowly while she walk to the chair.
"yes i am," i said softly. "but..."
"your brother always talk to me about you," she said as she sit on the chair. "he always said that you are the most adorable sister his ever have. Care to have a seat?"
"impossible," i said.
"impossible?" she question.
"you have passed away a week ago!" i said. The girl infront of me smile at me again. "are you a restless ghost?"
"maybe something like that," she said while she have a small laugh at the end of sentences. "here, have a seat." i follow what she said and sit on the chair. The table stood between us.
"do you believe to God?" she ask me.
"yeah, the whole of my heart is for God." i reply honestly.
"can you believe me like you believe the God?" she ask me while staring to my eyes.
"urm, urm, maybe," i reply softly.
"its more than enough," she said while she fix her hair with her hand. "i have something to tell you."
"erm?" i said.
"winter will burn one heart," she said.
"what is that? Quote?" i question. "beside, winter cant burn."
"yes it will," said her. "now go, its already morning," she said while my vision flash in white and in second, i saw a fan is rotating at the ceiling. Im in my room.
"april?" i said softly.
"your brother still cannot accept it," said my mum. My mum is opening the window of my room. "the tragic accident that have taken the live of April have thorn your brother heart."
"mum, what day today is?" i said while i rub my eyes.
"its Sunday," she smiles.
"can I sleep back?"
"no you can't, all of us today will like to visit April."